MUSIC

today we learned more about filming and stuff in that nature. we watched this film about vietnam. i didnt think to much of it at first till today. she told us to pick songs to go with the clip. my grandpa served in vietnam. so did his three brothers. so all my great uncles and grandpa were there. when rock plays with the film it doesnt mean much. when rap plays with it, i feel nothing. when soft music like some ray charles plays, i wanted to cry. my eyes did get watery. music can really effect how someone takes something in.

MY DAILY RUTEEN

well i get up in the mornign then get dressed, then i go to school. i go to mrs shoulders, then darling, quieles, lunch, pe, music, then math. i go home eat me some food. then get my sister from the bus. after that i go home. play me some xbox, eat some dinner, go to my room, xbox. then sleep. in the middle of all that. i text:) lately thts my schedule:) some fun stuffff

Alabama

So this past week i went to Alabama to see my old baby sitter and this girl. it was one of the greatest times I've ever had in my life. there's just some things in the world that cant be replaced, that's one. what i hate is when other people think they know stuff and post on Facebook stuff about it but don't have the right mind to say it in person? Haha i laugh and move on, then check my phone and smile to who i see:)  Thank Jesus for blessing me to be able to meet her.

death

one of her prompt things asked, are you afraid of death. i have two very good answers for that, yes but no. i am because what if it hurts. i dont wanna go through a crap load of pain then die. put i wouldnt mind dying if it had a good reason behind it. like serving my country or protecting my family or even saving someones life. also dying i would see God. i wouldnt mind seeing him right now or even forever.

Who is one person who changed your life?

another of her prompts. the only person to ever put an impact on my life would be my stepdad. he has made me who i am today. provided for my family and made me strong. real strong. everytime i get in trouble he makes me do a crap loud of push ups haha. but its worth it , it pays off alot. im glad i have my stepdad. everyone should enjoy a dad no matter how mean he is

favoritism

so i came to school late becuase my sisters... my mom drove me and when i got out i gave morgan my older lil sis a hug and kiss bye:) then i walk away then my mom drives of then turns right back arounbd and yells for me to come to her and she said i had to give sarah one becuase she was crying. the littlest lil sister. it was pathatic. haha then morgan got mad cuz i gave sarah i bigger hug then her? hmmmm,. little sisters these days. always treat people evenly or youll keep repeating the same thing hahaha.

one thing i hate about myslef.

i love the blog prompts on her find here blog thing. one thing thatd id change in a heart beat is not knowing my real father. when i was two days old he left.. i never met him. last summer i was in florida and my moms friend from highschool came to my aunts house where we were and started talkin to me. and she was saying he lives where she does and i wanted to meet him. my mom didnt want me anywhere near him. but i lied to my mom and got her friend to take me.i didnt get to see him cause he was at work but he got my number and so did my grandma? she was like i love you.. no.. she never even seen me... he called me later that night and we tlkd i yelled at him and he kept apologizing, i usually give people second chances but a child is something you never leave behind. i went back to georgia and he kept txtn me and talkin to me and it was good i guess. then out of no where i stop getting messages from him. lost him all over again. i see why my mom didnt want me to be apart of him. no i have a stepdad and without him id be nothing right now. probably still in florida in the cheapest hotel ever cuase my mom was single and had two kids. im a strong believer in everything happens for a reason and God showed me that life always has ups and downs but in Gods hands there will be more ups then downs. thank you God, mom, and dad.