death

one of her prompt things asked, are you afraid of death. i have two very good answers for that, yes but no. i am because what if it hurts. i dont wanna go through a crap load of pain then die. put i wouldnt mind dying if it had a good reason behind it. like serving my country or protecting my family or even saving someones life. also dying i would see God. i wouldnt mind seeing him right now or even forever.