MUSIC

today we learned more about filming and stuff in that nature. we watched this film about vietnam. i didnt think to much of it at first till today. she told us to pick songs to go with the clip. my grandpa served in vietnam. so did his three brothers. so all my great uncles and grandpa were there. when rock plays with the film it doesnt mean much. when rap plays with it, i feel nothing. when soft music like some ray charles plays, i wanted to cry. my eyes did get watery. music can really effect how someone takes something in.

MY DAILY RUTEEN

well i get up in the mornign then get dressed, then i go to school. i go to mrs shoulders, then darling, quieles, lunch, pe, music, then math. i go home eat me some food. then get my sister from the bus. after that i go home. play me some xbox, eat some dinner, go to my room, xbox. then sleep. in the middle of all that. i text:) lately thts my schedule:) some fun stuffff

Alabama

So this past week i went to Alabama to see my old baby sitter and this girl. it was one of the greatest times I've ever had in my life. there's just some things in the world that cant be replaced, that's one. what i hate is when other people think they know stuff and post on Facebook stuff about it but don't have the right mind to say it in person? Haha i laugh and move on, then check my phone and smile to who i see:)  Thank Jesus for blessing me to be able to meet her.

death

one of her prompt things asked, are you afraid of death. i have two very good answers for that, yes but no. i am because what if it hurts. i dont wanna go through a crap load of pain then die. put i wouldnt mind dying if it had a good reason behind it. like serving my country or protecting my family or even saving someones life. also dying i would see God. i wouldnt mind seeing him right now or even forever.

Who is one person who changed your life?

another of her prompts. the only person to ever put an impact on my life would be my stepdad. he has made me who i am today. provided for my family and made me strong. real strong. everytime i get in trouble he makes me do a crap loud of push ups haha. but its worth it , it pays off alot. im glad i have my stepdad. everyone should enjoy a dad no matter how mean he is

favoritism

so i came to school late becuase my sisters... my mom drove me and when i got out i gave morgan my older lil sis a hug and kiss bye:) then i walk away then my mom drives of then turns right back arounbd and yells for me to come to her and she said i had to give sarah one becuase she was crying. the littlest lil sister. it was pathatic. haha then morgan got mad cuz i gave sarah i bigger hug then her? hmmmm,. little sisters these days. always treat people evenly or youll keep repeating the same thing hahaha.

one thing i hate about myslef.

i love the blog prompts on her find here blog thing. one thing thatd id change in a heart beat is not knowing my real father. when i was two days old he left.. i never met him. last summer i was in florida and my moms friend from highschool came to my aunts house where we were and started talkin to me. and she was saying he lives where she does and i wanted to meet him. my mom didnt want me anywhere near him. but i lied to my mom and got her friend to take me.i didnt get to see him cause he was at work but he got my number and so did my grandma? she was like i love you.. no.. she never even seen me... he called me later that night and we tlkd i yelled at him and he kept apologizing, i usually give people second chances but a child is something you never leave behind. i went back to georgia and he kept txtn me and talkin to me and it was good i guess. then out of no where i stop getting messages from him. lost him all over again. i see why my mom didnt want me to be apart of him. no i have a stepdad and without him id be nothing right now. probably still in florida in the cheapest hotel ever cuase my mom was single and had two kids. im a strong believer in everything happens for a reason and God showed me that life always has ups and downs but in Gods hands there will be more ups then downs. thank you God, mom, and dad.

10 things I've done that I wish I hadn't

i found this on the prompt thing tooooo! well to be honest im not gonna answer this to the fullest extent hahahaha. i wish i wouldve never left Georgia(sometimes). i wish i never dated this one girl named ashley g. she turned obsessive and she wanted a long distance relationship, umm no. one thing i really wanna take bak is the first time i cheated. worst day ever. and to the people that still do, life will be crap for you forver. im never going there again, once is already bad enough  and ill admitt to it anyday.  i really wish i wouldve never got in a fight with my bestfriend over some girl:/ she wasnt worth it haha. i wish that i wouldve never told my mom i hate her cooking hahaha. i wish i couldve gotten the chance to hug my grndma before she died. i wish i hadnt yelled at my sister this morning for eating my cereal while i was in the shower.......those are just some.

You are forced to flee from your home and relocate 2,000 miles away. You can take only what you can carry in your arms. What will you take?

Seriously, I found this on her prompt websites. Sounded like something cool to blog about. well personally id take my wife. i think i could carry her aslong as i need. i couldn't be away from anyone that i love. and on top of her would be my gun:) and a football. and some food and drinks. also on her would be alot of wood. so when we get to our destination i can build a small home just for us:)

changiiingggg

so im thinking about changing the theme to the miami dolphins, or the denver broncos. vote!:)

just random

so, my favorite color is royal and neon blue. i love those colors. but if ask me which one id wear? none.. i wear red,white, and black. those are the best colors to wear. they represent were i came from and it matches me. i love orange to for some odd reason. haha. but real talk, matching clothes is my favoritest thing to do:) back in Georgia thats all we ever did:) but it all starts on what your colors are. so this blog had nomeaning to it.  just the fact i blogged is what matters most.

my sisters birthday

my sisters birthday is sunday and i havent got her anything so im flipping out. the one thing she loves more than anything in the world is candy. so i figured id go to the store and buy her some. shes turning six. every six year old needs some candy:( i love my sister soo much, like more than anything on earth. like if she died id die. ever since she was born we have had some weird bond. sebo was her first word:) shes growing up to fast:'( hmmm

change;)

i changed my theme to the Gators instead of Oregon;)

my bestfriend

Well I didn't know what to blog about so i went to the websites, and it said you best friend? so that's what I'm blogging about now.. my best friend is Austin lee Hester. my first day in Georgia he was there. and we will always be friends. we talk all the time. we've played football together since 6th grade. we never weren't together. we used to get in so much trouble at school. we weren't even allowed to talk to each other during school without getting wrote up? haha the math teacher hated us. we got wrote up once for walking down the hallway together by her? haha... I've never had a friend like him. my family loves him, and his family LOVES me. we watched football all the time together and i miss him... he is pretty much family.. and now he in Georgia, and I'm stuck here...

had to get a profile pic;)

sistersss

 morgan-5

 me and morgan before the playoffs.

 silly morgannn

 idk

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 sarah-3 fell asleep weird

look at her hands

CHICKEN

Chicken is like my life. i love chicke, more than my mom. i mainly like fried chicken. in georgia that is all we ever ate..chicken is everything ive ever wanted. best meat alive. i could eat it all day long. all week. i truly love chicken. thank u God for making chicken

times ive cried....:(

i don't cry much. but i have cried recently... last year i played arena football, we beat every team we played..i got so many awards that year. i met the head coach of the Atlanta Falcons and some of the players..but when we made it through the play offs and into the championship game, we lost.. by 5 points...ive never worked so hard to come up with nothing.. i cried after the game in front of a lot of people. very depressing moment. a dated this girl for a year and a half... we broke up cause i had to move here.. never been so heart broke. it ruined my outlook on long relationships. Umm only other time i cried that i remember was when my grandma passed away and i couldn't get the chance to tell her i love her:(( that's all i remember..

another life lesson.....

today, its all about accepting the worst and giving the best.. ive been put in many situations to where i do my hardest all week or year or month long, and come up with nothing. i accept it and keep going. ive had friends that never let those things go. and instead of fighting for the best, they give up. that is there decision. if you read this, understand that God loves everyone. and he will back anyone up that tries to do good. but to all the quiters. tough!. in my first season of arena football. we went underfeated.... we lost in the championshp.. very next year we won... life and trying connect like brother and siter. just cant seperate them. just remember: if you stay strong, you last long.

special moments!;)

lets see.................on my birthday i got a Atlanta Falcons shirt from my ex girlfriend last year and i love that shirt, not so much her... but the shirt:) its special i guess, i won city in football...most important special moment... actually, most important was when i got Babtised... another was when my dad came home from Afghanistan. also when my grandparents died:( those are just some of the special moments in my life.

Sistersss

i have two little sisters that i adore with all my heart. one is 5 and the other is 3. when we go to the store i buy them whatever they want and usually get in trouble for it. haha but they are my heart and id kill for them. theyre growing up so fast it kills me... i have many pictues of them ill post some when i get em. To my loving sisters, Morgan and Sarah.

Umm. todays topic is caring. idk why but everyday by someone i get told i dont care about them or anyone. it bothers me alot. i might show the way  i care in a different way. i care about alot. and i always will . i care about football, my mom and dad, my little sisters, my brother(sorda), and my friends. caring is important. if someone was to only care for them self , then they need to be by thereself. life and love is all about caring. and without love, what would life be. im full of love :) in ways.... thats my topic.

now i know we need topics haha.. welll topic today is life. i know some people that just hate their life. which shouldnt be a factor in life. life is what you make it. and to watch someone or to let your own life go down the train wouldnt be so cool. in todays world you see violence and rasicm everywhere. that shouldnt be apart of our world, but people let their mind get ovr whats really right and its terrible. life is pretty good if you let it happen the way God made everyones life to happen. there is noone to blame but yourself if u slip and fall. but their many people to blame if u get back up.-unkown. all through football i tell my team if stay strong you lst lang, thats always been my favorite quote or saying to get me and my group motivated. and that was our life!

cold this morning. bloggin like a pro now:) this school is dramaific... i mean real talk..

in comparrisson between GA and TN, they have there ups and downs. GA was wayyyyyy warmer. TN has snow. GA the schools where like family, TN not so much...its way different here. still not used to it. sick every weekend. bored? when i get out of school all my old friends are still in school for another two hours. i barely know anyone here... just one of those things about being in the military :(

she said we had to have three. so here go numba three.. i was born in fayetville, TN on jan 1st 1998. then i moved to panama city, Fl and lived half my life. then my stepdad joined the army and we moved to augusta, GA. then he got stationed in lawton, ft. sill, OK and ilived there three years. then i moved to columbus which is my last recent home. now i live here in clarksville. new everything.

Im going to play football in highschool. i played at my old school ,we won city championship off my huge touchdown run ;). ill get pictures on here eventually of it. sad thing was that in the semi finals i faced my school i went to in 6th and 7th grade... it was changelling. they were underfeated. and we lost two games... but we beat them in overtime. 18-12. i got the overtime touchdwn. and i stopped them from getting their touchdown that wouldve tied it up. my best friend at that school was purty darn mad. and the other best player on my team got his knee brokw early in the 3rd quarter. which meant i had to do everything. we killed the team in the championship though. i have no clue how they made it. i jogged and still beat em.

i dont now what im doing.... but bloggin? cann all yall see this?